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16/06/2008 纸上Dearest Evgeny,
I write to you, it is all I can do.
And now I know it is in your power to punish my presuming heart. Yet if you have one drop of pity, you'll not abandon me to my unhappy fate.
I am in love with you and I must tell you this or my heart, my heart which belongs to you, will surely break.
I would never have revealed my shame to you, if just once a week I might see you.
Exchange a word or two and then think day and night of one thing alone til our next meeting.
But you're unsociable, they say, that the country bores you. Is it true? Does the country bore you?
Sometimes I wonder that you ever visited us. Why, I'd never have known you or known this agony and fever.
I know that all my life's been leading me to this union with you. I recognised you at first sight and knew with certainty.
I said to myself, It's him, he has come. Help me, resolve my doubts. Perhaps all this is nonsence, emptiness, a delusion and quite another fate awaits me.
Imagine it, I'm here alone half out of my mind. I dread to read this over, my secret longing.
I know that I can trust your honour, though I feel faint from shame and fear.
Tatyana
每当我在纸上写下什么 手指侧面沾上了墨水或者圆珠笔印的时候 就会想到这封信
是的 如果我要写下自己的心 无论再过多少年 都要黑字落白纸
纸张的气味 笔尖走过的声音 迟疑时候的遁迹 无心的模糊 都是独一无二的
最隐秘的情绪 有天再翻开的时候 发现页页都变黄了时间爬过去了 又是种感触
以后 如果我爱上你 请收好我将写给你的纸条
我会写上
你的名,
让我用这种存在着即为痕迹 燃烧了也会留下灰烬的方式告诉你
我爱你 此时此刻 却是由来已久
我的名
爱着你的 某年某月某日 几点几分
我在的地方
我的承诺很短 它在纸上 不负责任却永远负责任地告诉你 某时某地 一切都是真的
海啸和微笑 飞鸟和羽毛
情人好比房客 爱意正浓时候我唱给谁听过 所谓的不缺烦恼一切正好
我不是春放秋败的花花草草 没有一岁一枯荣
让我打扮自己 希望以最好的状态遇见你 美丽丑陋 也要拍张相片落在纸上
谁让我总爱纠缠那个你或许无所谓的 某时某地
谁让我总贪图那个你或许无所谓的 某字某句
哪怕别后怀念 至少还能看见对方的脸 或者 见字如面
 I wrote to you, it was all I could do.
08/06/2008 半边脑袋中午起来之后明显脖子不舒服
我知道 颈椎问题控制住了 一天都会愉快 控制不住变为偏头痛 一天都会很折磨
吃了饭没见好 烧水冲了热豆浆没见好 听音乐没见好 吃一颗苹果也无济于事
于是我说不说话都心不在焉 回不回答都词不达意 专不专心都做不好一件事
就在这种自顾不暇的情绪里 冷落走了所有找我说话的朋友
和小乖说 快 发给我一个拥抱！ 小乖说 好！ 于是花痴兮兮打来一只傻猴子~~
末末怎么能那么好 人那么那么好.........
和爸妈聊了2个小时 说到苏果停止提供免费塑料袋 说到我哥又剪了什么发型
虽然我只剩半边脑袋可以做思考 还是好想回家
想英国也不去了签证也不办了 就回家呆三个月 和爸妈一块儿每天晚上打蚊子
躺在床上看了something the lord made 又嚎啕大哭一场 我的眼泪水不是给了头疼就是给了电影
让我用左半边不疼的脑袋来归纳一下今天的亮点：
亮点还是很多的 现在我希望能好好入睡 明天起来还要去买酒给同学庆生
radiohead演唱会 明后天 去的人要尽兴！
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